Thank God for great parents!

I think ...God blessed me with the best parents in the world...I can say he hand picked me to belong to them...
I was adopted May 26th, 1981 and I believe that day was the best day of my life! I don't even want to imagine for a second if i was placed else where or if my birthmother had kept me... where would i be or what I be doing...thats some scary thoughts..(so i dont go there)

I was raised in a christian home and brought up in an amazing church which has also become my family! I now work in the preschool in my church and i just love thinking back to my growing up years and all that God has given me...

Recently, Eli and I had an opportunity to maybe adopt a baby boy that is due this coming weekend...Long story short..It hasn't work out but it has made me feel a little of the process my parents had to go through and the happiness and pain it brings..."The lord is in control" is what Eli and i are leaning on now and as much as our desires are to have a baby NOW!! We need to wait on God and thank him for the blessings we have now!
And soo...
thats brings us back to my parents...who i am so blessed to have apart of my life everyday and i truly with thanksgiving in my heart thank them for deciding to adopt!

COMMACK

Eli and i have been thinking...dreaming..and hoping to get this house in commack..its on starlight drive(foreclosure).. i love that name starlight lol! its an amzing house.. that i could see great fun and hard work..being put in to it! We put an offer on it the beginning of the week..and are eagerly awaiting to see if the BANK accepts it..
BUT with all that said...we want to do what GOD wants..and we will see if this is the path he wants us to take..so many things have to work out just right (with the selling of our current house and finding the right person to buy it) soo...it would be ALL God if everything works out..so we are just praying that God will show us his clear direction and we will follow!Sometimes prayer is all we can do..right?

Monday the 16th of November

Eli and i have our first consultation with East Coast Fertilty! Im freely sharing b/c i would love your prayers! We will go and discus what has happen with the miscarriage and the rest of my problems lol and see what the next step to take is! Im nervous...excited...and i cant wait to look ahead on a positive note..
thanks for the prayers inadvance..we need them!

Why?

What lesson am i suppose to learn God? I HATE waiting....with all my HEART..i feel like im going through some challenges in life and i want to know why...WHY me?
Then when i accept it...(the challenge) I want to know..WHY I have to go through it..what lesson is this going to teach me...ahhhhhhhhh

Bella

Bella is one of my dogs...she is a princess in the Hernandez home..she is one of the loves of my life...animals have such a place in my heart!..Bella is not feel well today ...all the thoughts that go through my head are awful..im taking her to the vet tomorrow..but i just feel like the info they will give me is bad...I pray that everything will work out great tomorrow!


(her symptoms: diarrhea..and shaking like she is cold..for a a little bit and stops)

The YANKEES WIN...THEEEEE YANKEES WIN!

Mondays are usually my most busiest day! It starts off with regular preschool job(9-1215)then a little later in the afternoon I go hang out with my buddy Jake! He is a 6 year old boy who is a great buddy of mine! He gets off the bus and we walk home! We both love playing board games( I just love kid games) my favorite is TROUBLE!! But we play all kinds and have a blast!
I then help him with his homework, which he doesn't need much help, he's a very smart boy!! His class is a class that is mixed with learning Spanish, which I think is so cool and I wish I could have done that when I was his age....
Anyway...BACK to the Yankees....who won the 40th American league pennant last night..which is my point to tell you that this morning with monday being so busy i was soooo tired but it was well worth the tired morning!
GO YANKEES!!!
On another note...Mondays are also bible study nights..and Facch's house night...I'll explain more in the dayz to come!
Off to lala land..

Sunday's and Fall

I love spending Sunday's with the family...yup, thats ME,ELI,TOBY and BELLA! We relax some sundays...sometimes we clean together..(i like the relaxing days better) Its always a good time! Its such a beautiful day out on this Sunday! Its a crisp fall day with leaves changing colors and its amazing out..This picture is from (2 years ago on a fall day playing in the leaves...Good times were had...

Fear.......

So my fear of the moment is the DENTIST...i have MAJOR teeth issues and i need to get alot of work done, but i have such a fear of the dentist that it has kept me away for a couple of years now and since not going i have root canals that are begging to get fixed and the pain is starting in my mouth...i have been up all night..not really due to pain but just thinking about the dentist that im going to have to call..but im also thinking of tryin a new one..there is one in smithtown that does sleep/sediation dentistry and am very curious if this is the right fit for me! My dream is to fix everything in my mouth and go for regular checkups so that it wont ever get bad again! THATS MY DREAM! From looking at this Guy's website..it looks amazing and its only in smithtown..Here'e the website..take a look..its crazy what they can do now!...(http://laserfillings.com/laser/index.html)
my goal is to get through this week with out having to call..b/c i want my parents to look at the website and tell me what they ,think as well Eli of course...I have a feeling this place is going to be MAJORLY expensive ...hence why i want my parents to take a looksie!=)

First Post

I love to Blog! But I havent done it in quite some time! I enjoy so much looking back at my life and see what i have been through and what things have happen in result of me going through things. This is basically going to be an outlet for me to vent or just write...