Thursday, March 4, 2010

March 5th,2009

Tomorrow is one year since i found out i was pregnant... i really cant believe its been that long since that exciting day..that i took 5 tests..haha..just because i didnt believe it was real (eli didn't like me spending 50 bucks on preg tests lol)..it was such an amazing moment that i felt soo blessed to get the desire of my heart. what a feeling it was..i will never forget that EVER in my life...

but another feeling came soon after......a feeling i will never EVER forget.......6 weeks of doctor appoinments...had to many to count..
then on my 28th birthday..came the news...my sweet baby was with Jesus....and he was holding my baby tight!

this has been a year of many ups & downs...
im really tryin to focus on moving forward and letting God led the way...but boy its hard!
thanks for the prayers..keep them coming! esspecially in the next couple months....

i would die for that...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqfGqOx2iDQ