Summer

I finally feel like its summer..probably because i have this week off!!!! I cant wait to sleep late and do nothing but FUN things!
The sad thing is my Eli is going to be away the whole week i have off! He is going with the youth group to a conference in Ohio..(yup, his parents live there and are going to try and meet up with him..im so jealous!)
But i will be keeping myself busy and the week will just fly by..which im not looking forward to it doing that either....i just cant win..oh well!=)
This week i want to go to the beach,go to a nice restaurant,s to a carnival,go to a 1st birthday(hehe i have one of those already planned),go to the movies( a couple times) and see old/new friends! busy busy already!
but im starting my week of right and thats going to the best place CHURCH...i havent been there a bunch this month cause of my teeth pain so im excited to get that back into my routine! I just never feel right if i miss church...u ever feel like that?
Well heres to a great week for everyone!

Cousin Josh

I have become good friends with eli and gabe's cousin Josh...i acually truly call him cousin josh..(i get made fun of for that many times..) he has come and stayed with us many times and is always making us laugh..as well as being very helpful around the house!
He has been looking for a job....(graduated from PENN state) and its been kinda hard for him! But he had an interview today and im hoping and praying for him! it will be closer to us! (queens)!!! he lives in jersery now!
Just wanted him to know Eli and i really care for him! (even though he will probabaly never read this)...=)

Strike that

I think we decided now to wait to put our house on sell..OR to put a second floor on... eli has to talk to some peeps and see prices and stuff=)
either way all the stuff im sorting through i have to sort back...UGH

Went to a graduation party today and it made me think about high school again! i hated high school but looking back i wish i did more and wish i spent more time with my friends from there.

Friendship

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."

With everything i have been going through the last couple of months..you really see the true friendships that you have..
Friends are so important to me! God has placed these wonderful people in my life for certain reasons. I usually feel like im suppose to be helping them..and being kind and generous toward them..BUT they have shown me how important i am to them..and i thank you so much! You know who u are =)

House for sale

Eli and i are putting are house up for sale...we havent begun the process just yet but have been meeting with some people and frankly seems very overwhelming..
i have started going through things...clearing out and putting things away..to make things less crowded. Seems like a long road ahead...
We dont know where we are moving to just yet but looking in the commack,northport...and some other towns i cant think of at the moment.
But at least we are starting this exciting crazy journey!

Pain

Pain is an unpleasant sensory and emotional experience associated with actual or potential tissue damage, or described in terms of such damage.[1] It is the feeling common to such experiences as stubbing a toe, burning a finger, putting iodine on a cut, and bumping the "funny bone".[2]


Pain motivates us to withdraw from damaging or potentially damaging situations, protect the damaged body part while it heals, and avoid those situations in the future.[3] It is initiated by stimulation of nociceptors in the peripheral nervous system, or by damage to or malfunction of the peripheral or central nervous systems.[4]
Most pain resolves promptly once the painful stimulus is removed and the body has healed, but sometimes pain persists despite removal of the stimulus and apparent healing of the body; and sometimes pain arises in the absence of any detectable stimulus, damage or pathology.[5]

i had to look up the definition..lol
this word PAIN had been in my daily vocab for a couple of months..as i write its 4:54am and im in pain again waiting for my drugs to kick in..
BUT i do have to say another word has been on my mind and thats PRAYER... my friends and family have been amazing..praying and encouraging me along this awful journey..
I just wanted to thank everyone..it has meant so much to me that people care how i am doing!