Why?

What lesson am i suppose to learn God? I HATE waiting....with all my HEART..i feel like im going through some challenges in life and i want to know why...WHY me?
Then when i accept it...(the challenge) I want to know..WHY I have to go through it..what lesson is this going to teach me...ahhhhhhhhh

Bella

Bella is one of my dogs...she is a princess in the Hernandez home..she is one of the loves of my life...animals have such a place in my heart!..Bella is not feel well today ...all the thoughts that go through my head are awful..im taking her to the vet tomorrow..but i just feel like the info they will give me is bad...I pray that everything will work out great tomorrow!


(her symptoms: diarrhea..and shaking like she is cold..for a a little bit and stops)

The YANKEES WIN...THEEEEE YANKEES WIN!

Mondays are usually my most busiest day! It starts off with regular preschool job(9-1215)then a little later in the afternoon I go hang out with my buddy Jake! He is a 6 year old boy who is a great buddy of mine! He gets off the bus and we walk home! We both love playing board games( I just love kid games) my favorite is TROUBLE!! But we play all kinds and have a blast!
I then help him with his homework, which he doesn't need much help, he's a very smart boy!! His class is a class that is mixed with learning Spanish, which I think is so cool and I wish I could have done that when I was his age....
Anyway...BACK to the Yankees....who won the 40th American league pennant last night..which is my point to tell you that this morning with monday being so busy i was soooo tired but it was well worth the tired morning!
GO YANKEES!!!
On another note...Mondays are also bible study nights..and Facch's house night...I'll explain more in the dayz to come!
Off to lala land..

Sunday's and Fall

I love spending Sunday's with the family...yup, thats ME,ELI,TOBY and BELLA! We relax some sundays...sometimes we clean together..(i like the relaxing days better) Its always a good time! Its such a beautiful day out on this Sunday! Its a crisp fall day with leaves changing colors and its amazing out..This picture is from (2 years ago on a fall day playing in the leaves...Good times were had...

Fear.......

So my fear of the moment is the DENTIST...i have MAJOR teeth issues and i need to get alot of work done, but i have such a fear of the dentist that it has kept me away for a couple of years now and since not going i have root canals that are begging to get fixed and the pain is starting in my mouth...i have been up all night..not really due to pain but just thinking about the dentist that im going to have to call..but im also thinking of tryin a new one..there is one in smithtown that does sleep/sediation dentistry and am very curious if this is the right fit for me! My dream is to fix everything in my mouth and go for regular checkups so that it wont ever get bad again! THATS MY DREAM! From looking at this Guy's website..it looks amazing and its only in smithtown..Here'e the website..take a look..its crazy what they can do now!...(http://laserfillings.com/laser/index.html)
my goal is to get through this week with out having to call..b/c i want my parents to look at the website and tell me what they ,think as well Eli of course...I have a feeling this place is going to be MAJORLY expensive ...hence why i want my parents to take a looksie!=)

First Post

I love to Blog! But I havent done it in quite some time! I enjoy so much looking back at my life and see what i have been through and what things have happen in result of me going through things. This is basically going to be an outlet for me to vent or just write...