cause i had a bad day....

"For A Moment"

I heard for just a moment,the beating of your heart.
The sound that held such promise, but soon it would depart.

I dreamt for just a moment,of the day I'd hold you tight.
I'd listen for your little breath, and rock you through the night.

I cried for just a moment, when they said that you had gone.
I laid alone in silence, that seemed so very long.

I prayed for just a moment,that you would be reborn.
Into my arms you would come and forever would be warm.

I was for just a moment, the mother of a child.
Who laughed and cried and ment so much, if only for a while.

In that single moment,when I finally said farewell.
I knew that we would meet again little baby, for time will only tell.



(c) Michelle Ann Burch All Rights Reserved

Jessclay

Jess and i have been hanging out quite a bit lately and i really have been blessed by her friendship! She is always such a giving person and is always thinking how can she help!

I hope that i can learn from her more and more how to use my gifts of giving and helping for the lord!

Love you JESS!

SURPRISE!!

Yesterday afternoon in the middle of eli and i's costco run....I got a phone call from my mama(mother in law) and she with Victor (my father in law) were coming to visit us this weekend!!!! I am so excited to see her b/c she doesnt come around here too much...because of its LONG drive! but she CAME!!! and im so excited to see her for a couple of days!
One of the real reason for them coming is because Victors sister...(Eli's Aunt) is really sick in the ICU...although she is looking better..but still has a long road to go! We are praying for a full recovery thats for sure!
We will do some fun stuff today(sun) and do a little shopping and a little eating haha..=)
It will be a good time!

Oranges!

Oh by the way! I lost 8 pounds on the fat flush so far! YAY me! i pray i can continue to go toward a healthy life style honoring to the Lord...
Back to the title of this blog! ORANGE..its not my favorite color, I do have an orange car, but its the FRUIT im talking about today! IM obessed with oranges! they are sooo yummy and i could ate about ten a day of i didnt control myself =)
My favorite are from Trader Joes:http://traderjoes.com/index.html
3.99 a bag this week! yummy! there sooo juicy and tasty! Go try! Just sitting here i ate 3!

Rainy day

Woke up this morning and fall right back to sleep, dont u love sleeping in on rainy days! Well i couldnt b/c i had to get up for work, the power had gone off then back on again so there went my alarm clock...so adventually i got up and got ready! BUT still its one of those days you just wanna stay in and be cozy with someone or a doggie and watch movies and relax. Not gunna be one of those days for me. Now that im done with preschool, i did a little food shopping and got soaked!... and now im off to babysit in a few..and will get soaked again.....then bible study and will get soaked again and then facch's for 24!and will get soaked again, but they have a nice fire going usually.... although its all fun stuff which i will be happy to be at once im there...its hard to think about going out there in this RAIN!WIND and MORE RAIN and WIND!

This Weekend

This weekend, i am looking forward to a lot of things!
1st ....Friday night is SPA night at Nancy Lupo's ..its actually a Moms night out for Mops but i have been going the last two years and i really enjoy being with these lovely ladies! This year im even more excited b/c Molly is coming, this is her first year in mops and im so glad that she gets to meet and get to know these ladies better that i love so much! i cant wait till i can officially join this group....but thats it Gods timing...as for now i just crash it!
2nd~ Saturday morning~ Blood drive ~ i feel so lucky to be able to give blood to be able to help someone..i always imagine who it might help and the story behind that!
      ~Saturday Afternoon~ Pioneer girl ice skating` i do ice skate but not at this event, i love getting to know the parents more and chatting while the girls skate! its a good time!
     ~Saturday Night~GIRLS NIGHT OUT...we have planned this for a long time now and a group of us girls decided that we are going to spend a night out at the cheesecake factory in smithhaven mall instead of spending money on christmas presents! And i cant wait for all of us to be together again! and talk and laugh and have a great time! (we will miss you emilie!!!)
3rd~Sunday morning~ church..always a great morning to look forward to...BUT this sunday is Baptism sunday and some good friends of mine are getteing Baptised!!!!
    ~Sunday Afternoon~going to the Fitzgeralds for lunch to celebrate the Baptism's of Tracy and Cristi!!!
    And i guess maybe watch a little of the JETS game!!!
    
Im looking forward to it all!
=)
    

The dreaded Fat Flush (two week advendure)

Well i have finally started the fat flush  http://annlouise.com/ yesterday and i have been feeling really good and excited to start my journey (once again!!!) to losing weight! i have been journaling what i have been eatting and im excited to REALLY DO IT this time! Again, im going to say this is it...this is the last time im going to be obese and extremely over weight! im looking forward to sheding of the pounds...here we go!!!!

But on a side note...i could use some prayer for who ever reads this! i have been praying myself SO hard..i dont want to like food, i just want to have enough to make my body healthy and thats it! I want to be able to focus on other things in life and not worry about food and then worry about fitting into things and feeling uncomfortable in every setting im in..
 so again...here we go!